A terrible thing! Somehow outside influencers of the negative mode have moved in and have taken possession of my mind and I can't seem to evict them. A what to do question is riding pretty heavy on my shoulders right now and so far I haven't been able to buck it off in spite of the combing of my mind including some recesses that hadn't been visited for a long time. The combing was a mistake because a couple of the visited places were of some memories that had been scrunched up and out of mind for good reason. Looking at them again only turbo charged the negatives that I am trying to shake.
Today is the old folks bowling/gossip session at the Eldon bowling alley and the memory of how I've been bowling is so strong it is close to un-committing me to the venture. Oh, I'll probably go anyway!
Sitting here seems to serve no enlightening purpose so I'm off to take Mikey and the neighbor's dog Buddy for a walk as I again count all of our blessings..............Good is overwhelmingly the largest mass so how can a tiny little bad weight so much as to tip the scales their direction?
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"It is a man's own mind, not his enemy or foe, that lures him to evil ways." - Buddha (Including bad thoughts)
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