Stuttering thoughts are hindering my note typing process. I never ever really have anything to say but seem to be able to type a few words of sorts most of the time before hitting send. Not so this morning! I think I may have too much heavy on my mind.
You see I have this huge belly hanging on the front of my body and the weight of it pulls heavily on the stuff above. I can handle the fact that my ears are lower on my head and how it is pretty hard to pull up the down turned corners of my mouth into an upwards turned grin but that huge tug on my scalp causes thought retention and that is very bothersome.
Today will be my 147th mile walk up the hill and around the horn. All this in hopes of lessening the load and improving my thought process. So far twenty one weeks of this pain and agony hasn't produced the hoped for results.
I can plainly see in the above how screwed up my thinking is. The largest clue is the twenty one, no result, weeks and still doing it. I've walked in the rain, the snow and through sleet without missing but one day. A few days I've even walked it twice. Sounds sick doesn't it? Poor big me......
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Oh, my goodness! Is this really about me? I yam what I yam And that's all what I yam................and thats all I'll ever be. What was I thinking!
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